life was spent idle,
Afraid of the Critical glares
of one or another.
Of which I cannot comprehend.

It was brought upon
with spiked tongues
and many whispers.
If only it was another
earth. Another Life.

But, then could I have revealed
within myself.  Outside
what made me as I am today.
But I find that key, word or meaning

why it was me they fucked with.